Laughing about the past....

Ok I will admit that I use to be one of these youngsters. Now that I am an adult I can actually sit back and laugh about of the stuff that I have done in my past. You know like when your in grade school hanging out with the big dawgs if you know what I mean. Skipping school or how I we use to say ditch school, run from school police as they rade the ditching parties LOL. Or hanging with that one group of people that just didn't give a shit, always fitting didn't matter about what it was you were fighting about all that mattered was that you beat the bitches ass. Yes I was a fighter til this day that is what my husband tells people he is the lover and that I'm the fighter. I just see it this way I've been put through some shit in my past that now I really keep shit real you know.

Let's remember the ditching parties, o' yes when you were at someone's house chilln while the parents were working. It would be off the hook until one of the nosy ass neighbors called the school police, then it was run like hell or get a ticket. You know at these parties it was all about drinking wine cooler lol or booneys, smokin, and just chillin then back to school before 3 so that if your parents picked you up you can walk out the front gates.

Next let's keep it gangster I grew up in Highland Park just like any other hood you had to know how to fight. I'm not talking about a bitch slapping contest, I'm talking about pulling your hair back in a very tight braid taking your earrings off, wearing sweats and a t-shirt and getting down. Yeah straight "Mi Vida Loca" hey we had to do what we had to do if someone got out of line. I grew up in a family that if you were going to get in a fight you better have won the fight or when you got home you were gonna get a beating.


Ok now lets talk about acrylic nails and I will admit I use to get my nails curved but you know back in the day everyone had them curved and French tip with the "V" painted on them don't for get the Free charm don't get it twisted! (you know you got the charm!!! your boyfriends initials)


Ok since I'm only 25 I know you are all thinking what the hell does she know, but I'm telling you about "My Past".

The music that I was around was of course oldies and on Power 106 when the Baker Boys were on and Boys II Men was #1 along with MC Hammer. Don't forget the MC Hammer Taco Bell commercials LOL!!

The shoes that were in back then were BK's, Chuck Taylors, Nike Cortez, can't forget about Vans.

So what are the things that you grew up with???

Break up's

I don't get it why is it that when people get divorced or couples split up things get ugly. Ok you have both came to the conclusion that it just isn't working anymore and what's broken for years will remain broken. It breaks my heart when I see my neice or nephews upset. My sister got divorced about 3 years ago, she was married with the ass hole who always made her feel like she was living on egg shells. I bet your wondering because I'm her sister that is why I call him an ass hole well let me break it down for you.

1. He works for the city so he makes good money, he stayed in the condo that they had because its under his deceased mother's name.

This guy only gives my sister 100.00 if that a month because he says that he can't give her anymore money. And when she asks him for some money he tells her, "All you want is money, what the fuck do you do with your money?"

Side note: Here we go let's see asshole my sister buys my niece and nephew (the kids you helped make) their cloths, shoes, puts food on the table, pays rent, a car note, and pays for all their extra stuff. ie sports, movies etc.
So where does your money go??

2. As the years went by he brained washed my sister kids telling them that only bad people get tat's and only bad people go to Hooters and drink. My nephew has a friend that told him about Hooter's and how the girls are treated there (treated like a piece of meat). My nephew told his dad about the place and he asked his dad to never go there, dum ass said ok son.

Tell me this fool didn't go out and get a tat on his arm that says "Mr. Rosas" like WTF are you going to forget your last name dum ass??? Tell me that this dum ass didn't ask my nephew if he wanted to go out to dinner with him and some friends, when my nephew asked where he said Hooters. Tell me that he doesn't drink beer now, my nephew has called him a liar and doesn't want to go to his house for whatever reason.

Side note: I have tat's that doesn't make me a bad person, in fact I drink beer to that doesn't make me a bad person shit I've been to Hooters that doesn't make me a bad person. So now what is your excuse fucker?

3. My sister has gone on with her life, she is seeing a wonderful guy who happens to work for a fast food chain but he makes very good money. My sister is trying to get licensed to be a notary to help make some more money. My sister has never let the kids talk bad about their father always treats him with respect when deserved.

Tell me this ass hole doesn't drive by the fast food talking all kinds of shit about my sister's relationship. Tell me he always interogates the kids when they go over so what is you mom up to? Is she dating anyone? Who? Where do they go?

Side note: Ok mother fucker when has that became your problem the day my sister asks you to help her with her bills then say something but she doesn't so shutthefuckup! Why do you have to keep using the kids has a shield, why do you have to torture them? And why do you think it is ok to call my sister every name in the book in front of the kids, do you think that you are making her look bad because the only one that looks bad is you.


The reason for this blog is becasue my nephew has been really sick with stomach issues and he just came clean with my sister and told her why. It seems that he had a bad experience at his dad's house he over heard his dad on the phone leaving a message for a girl. He was telling the girl that he wouldn't be able to hook up with her because his ex dumped the kids off without notice so now he is stuck with them. My nephew has been upset ever since to the point were he can't even keep food in his tummy. It breaks my heart because he has made them believe that he is the good parent that he doesn't even have a girl friend. What a way to find out AGAIN that your father is a liar. I helped my sister raise my nephew and so it just hurts to know that they have to deal with this kind of stuck when they are with him and there is nothing that I can do to save them, to protect them.

I use to be really close to my sister's ex he was like another father to me, he taught me how to defend myself. But now I have so much anger built up inside that I would probably hurt him if I saw him. So if you going through a divorce or break up please think about the kids if there are any involved. The less they hear the better we don't know how they feel about the issue.

Thanks for listening!

People that are just played out!

Ok why is it everytime we turn on the radio or the TV we are hearing about the same shit. Here are a few things that I am just sick of hearing about and I know you are to.



We all know they are having a baby, we all know that he left his wife for her. I really don't care, I don't care what the baby's name is going to be. I really don't care if she is going to adopt anymore kids, I think it is nice but I really don't care.



Must I say more! First off why is she having another baby she can't even take care of the one she already has. You know he's going to leave her right, since she is knocked up again he is known for leaving woman once they announce their second child is on the way.




Ok we get it she already had the baby so why is he still in the top news??? To me they are an odd couple but that is my opinion, who am I???




Paris Hilton this girl is out her mind, have you heard the new thing she came out with a video game LOL!!!! O'yeah and someone took off with her mother's day gifts anything to be in the news. I don't know what people see in her she is what you call young and really dum!



So now it's your turn what really gets on your nerves?

MY MOTHER'S DAY...

WELL I NEEDED A DAY SO THAT I CAN WRITE ABOUT MY WONDERFUL MOTHER'S DAY. CAN YOU BELIEVE MY HUSBAND DECIDED TO GET DRUNK ON SATURDAY. AFTER I GOT OUT OF THE BATHROOM I NOTICED THE DOOR IN MY KIDS ROOM WAS OPEN AND MY HUSBAND WAS ON THE FLOOR PASSED OUT, I NOTICED THAT HE HAD THROWN UP ON AN OLD TOWEL ITS A GOOD THING IT WAS ON A TOWEL AND NOT ON MY CARPET CAUSE YOU KNOW MY FOOT WOULD OF BEEN UP HIS ASS! MY KIDS WERE ALREADY ASLEEP SO I OPENED THE WINDOW SO IT DIDN'T SMELL AND I LEFT HIS SORRY LOOKING ASS ON THE FLOOR. I WENT TO BED, TELL ME HE DIDN'T COME TO BED AT 5 AM CAUSE HIS BACK WAS HURTING I WAS JUST LIKE YOU NEED TO SHOWER IF YOU WANT TO COME INTO MY BED. SO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN NEXT...YEAH I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN WHILE HE SHOWERED.

I WOKE UP AT ABOUT 9 AM AND HE WAS TALKING ABOUT ME GETTING UP TO GET HIM SOME FOOD I LOOKED AT HIM AND WAS LIKE YOUR KIDDING RIGHT? HE WAS LIKE NO, WELL I WENT AND GOT HIM A CUP O NOODLE AND THAT WAS THAT I WASN'T ABOUT TO COOK BREAKFAST IT WAS MY DAY. THEN HIS ASS KNOCKED OUT BUT BEFORE HE KNOCKED OUT HE CLOSED THE DOOR OF OUR ROOM AND WAS LIKE LET ME GIVE YOU YOUR MOTHER'S DAY GIFT ( ROLLING MY EYES ) I WAS LIKE NOPE KEEP YOUR GIFT I'M COOL!

HE FINALLY KNOCKS OUT SO I GET MY SHIT TOGETHER AND GET MY KIDS READY.

MY OLDER SON LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS DID MY DAD THROW UP IN MY ROOM?

I WAS LIKE WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?

BECAUSE HE SWEARS I WAS ALSEEP AND DIDN'T HEAR HIM, THAT IS SO NASTY!

ALL I COULD DO WAS LAUGH MY ASS OFF AND I JUST SAID WHEN YOUR DAD WAKES UP YOU ASK HIM WHAT YOU JUST ASKED ME.


HE WOKE UP AT ABOUT 12:00 PM WE HAD TO BE AT MY SISTERS AT 2 THEN HE WAS LIKE BY THE TIME I GET READY AND GO TO MY MOMS I WILL ONLY BE WITH HER FOR AN HOUR THEN WE HAVE TO LEAVE!

I TURNED TO LOOK AT HIM AND ALL I COULD SAY THAT IS NOT MY PROBLEM, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DECIDED THAT HE NEEDED ANOTHER DAMN NAP. DON'T YOU GET STARTED WITH ME CAUSE YOU WILL LOOSE. BY THE WAY YOUR SON HAS SOMETHING TO ASK YOU!

I WENT TO THE OTHER ROOM AND MY SON STARTES ASKING HIM QUESTIONS THEN I WALKED BACK INTO THE LIVING ROOM WHERE ALL OF THIS WAS TAKING PLACE AND I JUST GRINNED AT HIM. HE LOOKED LIKE A DEER IN HEAD LIGHTS SO YOU KNOW I HAD TO STEP IN, I TURNED TO MY SON AND SAID DAD DRANK TO MUCH AND HE IS SORRY FOR THROWING UP IN YOUR ROOM IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN, RIGHT?

YEAH IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN, WELL I HAVE TO GET READY TO GO...


NOTE TO SELF: SHIT I THOUGHT THIS WAS MY DAY, SO FAR I HAD TO MAKE HIM SOMETHING TO EAT, GET HIM OUT OF TROUBLE WITH OUR SON, AND STILL GET HIS DUM ASS READY TO GO. WHY???? THEN I SIT AND LAUGH CAUSE ITS PRETTY FUNNY TO ME, IT IS WHAT IT IS AND I LOVE MY FAMILY.

WE WENT SHOPPING TO BUY ME SOMETHING FOR MOTHERS DAY, YEAH THAT DIDN'T GO TO WELL. I ENDED UP BUYING MY YOUNGEST SON SHOES AND BOTH OF THEM HAD NEW OUTFITS FOR MOTHER'S DAY. MY HUSBAND WAS SO MADE AT ME FOR NOT BUYING MYSELF ANYTHING BUT O'WELL I DON'T FEEL LIKE I NEED ANYTHING.

OFF TO HIS MOTHER'S HOUSE WE GO, SHE WAS ASLEEP SO WE HAD TO GO BACK LATER THAT NIGHT. OFF TO MY SISTER'S HOUSE. I HAD A REALLY GOOD TIME WE HAD BBQ CHICKEN AND CARNE ASADA AND POTATO SALAD, BEANS AND RICE ( A MUST!) AND WE HAD SOME FRUIT CUT UP SOAKED IN LEMON AND SALT. IT WAS NICE TO FINALLY RELAX, THE KIDS PLAYED AND THEN IT WAS TIME TO TAKE THEM BACK TO THEIR MOTHER'S HOUSE I DIDN'T GO BECAUSE MY BACK WAS KILLING ME.

WE WENT HOME WATCHED DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES (WHICH IS GONNA BE REALLY GOOD NEXT WEEK!) AND OFF TO BED!

I am strickly dickly.....ok I love woman but keep your distance I dont' roll that way!

Ok I don't have a problem with the gay and lesbian comunity trust I think they are a great group of people. My church is full of them I see them like family! But on to the reason of this blog!

I know that I have written about this heffa before, I can't stand her infact no one in our department or company likes her. She is nasty and she walks around the office like her shit doesn't smell. She is one of those that you have to stay on her good side. There is only so much ass kissing I can do, but something about her makes me feel like she is hiding in the closet for real! She text messages a friend of mine saying that she wishes she was a man so that they can date...HELLO she is just wrong. Let me share an eamil with you that she sent me:

What a weirdo because she has done it she just needs to release it to me - UGH but I will resend right now - Thanks for your help and you look beautiful today - Not that you don't look beautiful everyday but today the green really makes you look beautiful.

Bitch better back off!


Another one I had told her that I'm taking the 17th off...P are you in???? Anways this is what she wrote back.

Take me with you

My response was: LOL

She wrote back: Hello I'm being serious

My response: :O)

Another email she wrote:

I'm extrememly overwhelmed right not and feel so far behind and this training everyday is just getting me really far behind.

I miss you all as well I feel like I haven't seen you guys in months.

And another one:

You are so good to me - I just love you - Can you give me the names of the individuals and times please.



P don't you say a word!!!!!!!!!!! You know she is wrong!

Does anyone else have this problem? What did you do?



Edited*** I just had to add this one it was from today!!!

YOU ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST - I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH

The Crazy Shit I have to hear!

Ok I work in the Staffing department of a very well known cell phone provider we are partners with the HR department. I call candidates to set them up on interviews, I just wanted to share some of the shit I have to listen to every day...P knows what's up! And some of the emails I have to send shit to they are just wrong, for those of you that have a funky ass email address please make sure that you have a professional email address as well...thank you very much!

This morning I call this fool to hook him up with an interview tell me he doesn't have me on the phone waiting for him to get his slow ass computer started so that he can confirm that he got the email. So as we sit and wait he asks:

So when does my 401k kick in?

I was like what?

He was like yeah my 401k when does it kick in?

I was like well you have to worry about getting hired before you think about having a 401k! (as I slowly roll my eyes)

His next stupid ass question is: So do you guys make us take drug test and do you run a background check?

As I slowly looked at the phone I was like YEAH!!! That is the process...Note to self this fool ain't gonna be hired nor will he have a 401k.

So then he is like I will call you back in about 5 minutes so that I can tell you if I got your email.

I was like Yeah um ok! Haven't heard back from the fool!



Next person I call P was all over this one her name was Viveca, so as I talked to this person who is half asleep may I add P is sitting at her desk talking about O' I liked that movie you did Viveca. So this call got worst cause at this point I didn't know if I was gonna bust out laughing or what, Thanks P!

Here goes the cherry on top!

Hi can I speak to _________ we are interested in interviewing with you.

Tell me this bitch was like how did you get my number.

I was like you applied for a job isn't that correct?

She was like I think so, what location is this for?

As I roll my eyes, I was like are you for real???? Then I told her you applied for this job at this location are you STILL interested??? (At this point I was like say no cause I don't even want to see your dum ass!)

I know I mentioned email address some people have some WHACK email address not intended for business..let me share some with you:

myballs4u@____.com

openwide6969@____.com

pulmaehair@____.com

bobbydoesITwell@___.com


What is the Crazy shit you have to listen to???

Just a Thought...

As I drove myself to work today I was listening to 100.3 the beat and an interesting topic came up. Apparently their is a list of things you can change body wise. The list is very simple and well to be honest with you I'm not sure why there is even a damn list.

Things you can do to change your body:

1. Since there are 3 muscles in your behind, you can change a flat ass into something nice.

2. Your tummy, you can change this by cutting out fast food and exercise more will help. (That's a no brainer)

3. For healthier skin drink tons of water, we all know that one.

Things you can't change:

1. Pills won't help you increase your breast size.

2. Lip plumpers only work for a little while.


This list goes on and on why do we woman torture ourselves???


Some woman don't want to age or in better words they want to stay young. Yeah thats a bunch of bull shit to me. We are here to live, we are here to age and then we leave it's pretty simple. Sometimes I wonder is it one big competition, come on let get REAL no one is perfect. I don't understand that word anyway! I don't get it either there are those chicks that are good looking why do they think they need to have something done???


What do you think?

Cinco De Mayo

This is the one year mark of my favorite aunt Lucy's death. I miss her so much because of her I became a cosmetologist, because of her I wanted to make wonderful cakes because of her I knew how much I love my mom. See my aunt was a very special woman not only because she was my aunt but because she cared about everyone. She would turn people into friends in a heart beat and she was known for her special parties. She didn't have a problem with telling you what you did wrong, o'no not my aunt. My aunt had some issue, shit who doesn't right. Well hold on because I'm about to let you know a lil something about my aunt.

My aunt was a single parent of one lil evil bitch. (Explain that in a bit...as I roll my eyes) As we grew up I saw how much my aunt catered to her daughter, she use to work very hard to have enough money to put her in beauty pageants and shit like that. My aunt and her daughter had what you called a LOVE/HATE relationship. As the years pasted I started hating my cousin more and more. And as the years passed my aunt and cousin continued to live this crazy ass life, I mean crazy! They use to get in big fights and I remember once my cousin threw one of her trophy's at my aunt. They always lived with eachother, my cousin has Lupas you would think that she would change but nope!

My aunt became very depressed and ill, never have I heard my cousin tell her mother that she loved her. To my cousin having her mother live with her was a convenience to her because she always had a babysitter at hand. My cousin is a very unfit mother but that's awhole different story! My aunt constantly did things to see if her daughter would care, all my aunt wanted was for her daughter to love her and that was never the case. Her daughter is real piece of shit, see my aunt has been admitted to the ER on different occasions I knew that everytime she was admitted something had just gone wrong with them two. A couple years ago my aunt had surgery to clean I believe an infection that she had in her stomach well the doctor had attached her intestine to her stomach by accident, once this was discovered they couldn't go back in to undo the shit they had done. My aunt lived with this constant pain for years she became very addicted to pain medication, relaxers you name it she had it.

Her daughter then began to think of ways of getting rid of her mother she even had her put in the looney bin on one of these occasions. It killed me when I use to have to go visit her there I knew deep down inside that wasn't a place for her. It was so hard to get her out of there but we managed. If you have ever seen that movie Girl Interrupted thats exactly what it is like, no place that you want to be kept in. Doctor's then knew to call me before they use to call her daughter so that I could bet her to the ER so that my aunt wouldn't get admitted to crazy home.

Well they both decided to go their separate ways and move out, this is were things got crazy. Everytime I use to talk to my aunt she would talk about dying it was a constant battle with her telling her how much I loved her and I needed her here and it worked.

The last time I saw my aunt was at my wedding which was on January 15, 2005, it was at least month prior to me getting married that I had to talk her out of killing herself. I told her that I was tired of putting herself down because of her stupid daughter and I told her that I needed her to be at my wedding or there wasn't going to be a wedding then I told her that I wanted her around to throw me my baby shower, I needed her here to help me become one of the best hair dressers out there. (Deep Breath) She then felt a need to stick around. As I sat there with tears in my eyes after I had just talked to her I couldn't believe that someone has talented as her would want to die all because her daughter didn't love her. I don't go one day without calling my mother, even if she is mad at me and treats me like crap I still call.

On May 5, 2005 I received a phone call from my sister telling me that I needed to come home, because something bad had happened to aunt Lucy the night before. I started crying I knew that it wasn't good, I drove myself home don't ask me how. We went to the hospital at about 9:00 am my aunt had been hit by a car the night of the 4th. When the car hit her she flew and when she landed her head hit the curb first she died instantly but when something like this happens the doctor's still have to help save you so they did bring back a heart beat. It didn't matter anymore once we got there she was brain dead, she was bleeding internally, her body just laid there motion less, they kept a heated blanket on her until her heart gave up. I had so much anger inside I couldn't even look at her daughter she did put on a wonderful show tears and all. I know that it wasn't a good thing to say but all I could say to her was, "You must be happy your problem is gone now, you can not enjoy your life".

Yesterday was a rough day, I just couldn't write this on cinco de mayo. I couldn't believe that at my aunts funeral her own daughter didn't even know her favorite flowers nor her favorite song, sad but true.


If you know someone that is like my aunts daughter please feel free to share my story with them. Once your mother of loved one is gone you can't fix anything, and just let them know that You LOVE THEM!

I'm out (CRYING)

NO TITLE JUST A LIL OF EVERYTHING I GUESS!

Well I haven't been to much in the mood to write anything so I have been commenting on other blogs.

So an update on my health, I noticed that I have been running fevers off and on. I still have pain in my back and ovaries, according to my doctor this is all normal I'm like hell no it ain't. Do I feel like giving up HELL YEAH but I don't given in to this new battle I will survive....((Sigh)) I feel really tired all the time but I think that's just because I'm also anemic meaning my damn iron is low. I bet your thinking shit what else is wrong with her...right?

Anyways no more about my illness!

So who is going to win...CLIPPERS or the lakers...since the og Lakers split up I'm what you call a laker hater I guess. Don't get it twisted I'm not a Clipper fan either I just go for anyone that is going against the lakers. I don't have a favorite team I have what you call MY DREAM TEAM! Let's see where do I start:



O Yeah I love me some Allen Iverson he has that bad boy look but can clean up really nice!!!!



D. Fish isn't he wonderful to look at just look at those arms!!! Never mind the other fool!



Wade damn he does turn the HEAT up....NEVER mind the other fool!



This man not only is he the best but he is beautiful!!!



Don't get it twisted I don't have color lines! Something about tat's and bald heads!




Must I say more??



Any who....

I guess that's it for me for now!